shape shifter

MY PHONE IS MESSED UP. CANT TEXT/CANT SEE TEXTS/CANT SEE WHO'S CALLING/CANT REALLY CALL ANYONE UNLESS I MEMORIZED YOUR ###


i have a lot of time these days and ive decided to TRY to get in better shape.

im gonna TRY to run every morning. (if you wanna join me, hit me up)

and also do push ups and shit.

im actually running tomorrow morning. so yeah.

i wanna get bigger this summer/whats left of this summer.

BECAUSE I WANT TO BE A FIREFIGHTER.

you wait and see...ima save your life one day.

but thats only if i stick to working out.

im gonna try to spend my time more wisely

but im not sure what to do during that time.

i need to step it up now.

home alone

my parents have been going out A LOT.
which means...parrttyyyy! jk
but
theres been A LOT of hookah and drinking.
i probably hookah'd around 15 times this whole week
and drank about 4 times.

but next week should be good.
maybe watch step brother on monday
maybe go to plush on tuesday (i dont know how theyre gonna get me in)
then universal on friday
wednesday + thursday are a mystery.

last nite anthony julian erica desiree came over so did alex and joe but temporarily. just had like 5 sesh' that day haha then drank thats about it haha.

then when chick fil a was handing out free chicken sandwiches, we got about 9 of them. the lady that gave it to us likes dark men (hush).

.WERE GONNA DO THE SAME THING TONIGHT.

one day in the future im gonna look back on my blog and see how stupid i was

i buenos dias !

this is the first time i ever woke up this early for no reason. i was supposed to go running this morning with my brother and hush but my brother had jury duty so it got canceled. so i disabled my alarm but i still woke up at 8am. i woke up pissed. then my dad vacuumed my room out of nowhere. so ive been up since. i barely had any sleep.

i have nothing to do at home.

alright my house is slowly getting hotter and hotter right now.

i want a hammock.

i just wanna go to universal already.

last night Alex knocked out on my garage couch and we did stuff to him.




TODAY IS THURSDAY SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS =]
(FEW PEOPLE KNOW)

TO ME IT IS

YAWNING IS CONTAGIOUS!

let me tell you what i did.

so i forgot about this song. semi gay but okay.


i set up my alarm to 9am this morning so i could watch DARK KNIGHT with zaldy ralph and jocelyn. got picked up and went to amc 20. to watch movies in the mornings, it cost $6, I DID NOT KNOW THAT, it just made the movie even better. so DARK KNIGHT was a damn good movie, joker was crazy, batman needed a cough drop.

went to in n out with the same people then went home. anthony jules and master_b came to my house. (i dont know his real name. thats what his name was on mario kart) we just just hookah'd.

i watched the whole land before time movie in spanish hahaha its like i knew what they were saying but not really. sometimes i would add my own commentary and laugh by myself in my room. fuck you.

but before that i cut zaldys hair, gave him bangs, but he didnt want to keep it.

SO I REALLY WANT TO GO TO UNIVERSAL NOW. I HOPE WE GO BECAUSE IM NOT TRYING TO GET ALL EXCITED FOR NOTHING =]


MIKE THE CENTOR.


I DIDNT KNOW JAE HAD A PET CRAB.

EY YO, YO!

hes everything i always wanted to be.


BOW IN THE PRESENCE OF GREATNESS

vid day yo

plain and simple

i cant draw faces or limbs.

bored

I AM BORED

I AM BORED

I AM BORED

I AM BORED

from me to you

something to read to start your day off.
http://www.wow4u.com/page12.html (link)

now people have always asked me why im so quiet, and if you questioned this yourself, im willing to give you an answer because today i came across a conversation that two very close people i know had, and it triggered something in my head, i dont exactly know what it is and i dont know if i could explain it any further. maybe you could figure it out on your own by reading the rest.

my answer to you is... im quiet because (and im not bullshitting you, this is all me) I observe people, and yes there are times when i actually dont know what to say, but a lot of times im reading people and when they speak i try to see how they view their life and how they try to live it and what kind of person they really are.(thats just the cool way of saying it)

theres things i admire from each person i keep in touch with, thats why i keep in touch with them. it could be from just being a really nice person or someone that just "knows".

now im just gonna say a short thing to some people. take it in or not, i just feel like it flows well with the moment =] (dont bring this up when we're together, im gonna feel awkward)


ALLEN-dont always try to find the "fuck it" way, go for the best

ANDREW-listen to what your friends have say about you, and learn from it

JOSH-you have potential to make it big in life dont give up

BJ-try to chill with us more, dont be a stranger

ZALDY-dont bring yourself down when you make a big mistake

JUSTIN CUA-youre gonna go somewhere in life, keep going

MIKE-try not to lag so much, you might miss out on something huge

PAUL-sorry paul i dont know what to say about you, youre good at this moment, from what i see (sorry everyone=)

MATT-samething as pauls but i might be missing something

VANNA-dont let him bring you down all the time

i didnt mention some people because im getting tired, sorryyy but GOODNIGHT!

P.S. prove me wrong
P.S.S i tried making this look really serious HAHA

R.I.P RYAN BLAKESLEE

ryan blakeslee...

even tho i didnt talk to him much i still knew him. he would talk to me every now and then when he wasnt talking to thomas or adrian in child care just to say wussup and have some small talk. he used to fuck with me a lot back in 8th grade, and we would have little fights in class. ryan blakeslee was super funny in class, he would always fuck around with the teacher. he was always full of energy. ryan was funny. the times i did see him he was always just chillin, laughing or up to no good. just listening to his music on his myspace gets me sad. i feel bad for all his homies and homettes. if i went to chandras kickback on saturday i would of seen him. i wish i went..even tho were not close i wouldve rather seen him last saturday than the last day of school. im awfully sorry for your loss marcos joey steven adrian....the list goes on. i know you guys are overwhelmed, just imagining what you guys are going through gets to me. you were a big loss and will surely be missed.

this is some trippy shit.

i dont know where he took this picture but its pretty funny.

rest in paradise blakeslee.

crazy ass motherfuckers
im planning on seeing you soon too, cos
IF YOU ARE READING THIS HIT ME UP WHEN YOU'RE IN TOWN.



somebody give me information for his funeral.

REAL BIG!

SONGS THAT I THINK ARE FUNNY:

big tymers- real big

ludacris-pimpin all over the world

so check them out later!


well actually im feeling nice so here!






theres treasure in my garage. its one of the best things i have at my house. some people arent into it but it makes me happy every time i look at it.

i wish..


its a cooler filled to the top with ice cold beer HAHA it makes me so happy. well its not filled to the top anymore ;) i just drank one monday night because i was bored it just made everything better. then today (tuesday) i drank about 4 coronas and a cup of jack and coke and i was good for the day. that just made my day really exciting. i wasnt alone tho it was me my brother jbone alex and hush. we all got fish tacos after. we had a stupid conversation about a one man band.

jbone and i went to the village to assemble with all the guys. mike and jcua were missing. went to speedzone. kevin bet this guy $5 that he'll beat him at maximum tuner (racing game) kevin lost and didnt pay the guy OH and this guy was about 10 years old HAHAHAHA

-TACO DEL RIO <3


-HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY :) haha

july 4th-6th and Me

july 4th which i thought was going to be a bust, turned out pretty good, it was fun. there was family friends rock band drinking fireworks bombs and other good stuff happening =]

then came the beach ("bonfiyaa") the day after for des' birthday. i was not in a good mood that day, i had a stomach ache because i ate too many gummy bears but it slowly went away. hush finally came and was being his funny self. some random big black girls came over to the pit haha because we had a "big ol' fiya". went to my house after and took a few shots. for those who know THAT SHIT WAS FUCKED UP WOOW!. i was pretty pissed..fuck!..could've had the ticket to azerland if that didn't happen..sick ass road block

i really wanted to go to chandras kickback this day but i chose to go to the beach. (im not being an asshole)

then on sunday which is today, i went to round table's pizza buffet. not worth $10. poorly cooked pizza but good breadsticks. then went to big 5 sporting goods theennn barnes and noble to read thennnnnn costco and thennn the mall then!!! my house THEN zaldys THENNN taco del rio then ralphs house to watch nacho libre.

im gonna be busy this week getting shit for mt. sac i.e transcripts, calling. finding things registration.

im starting to like reading which is weird for me to say.

ME TIME.
i really don't know if i should right now but its that time when it would be nice. theres things i need and lack or maybe i dont. i run things in my head and say things wont work, i just need to do those things where i do less of one thing and more of another. i dont know if i can, its just not me.
but who knows maybe ill dig deep and find my treasure.

"..but a bitch IS one"


i need a drink

Things you dont need to know.

-yesterday was my dad's birthday so he invited his friends, which included Carmela's dad.

-i ate with my family today at some place.

-shot around at walnut's basketball courts for a little.

-katherines house with tom ryan katherine carmela kissy allen b.a. paul and that other guy.

-they "heemed" it. me and b.a. did not

-allen can dance. haaahahaha

-i saw Ryan's full mustache. "looks like hes gonna sell me a car"

-my sleeping pattern is fucked up, i sleep when the sun wakes up.

im thinking of working this summer its a 70% will work and a 30% will NOT work. most likely work at the new store on valley and grand ave. maybe fresh 'n easy because they pay $10-$12 an hour and i could just skate there.

I HAD TACO DEL RIO YESTERDAY. THEIR TACOS/BURRITOS ARE OH SO WONDERFUL.
carne asada onions cheese guacamole sour cream green sauce =) oh my! hahah

still haven't seen my registration date for MT.SAC

things i want to do before i die (alot):

1. have a legit portrait of myself next to a fireplace with a pipe and a glass of scotch/wine/whiskey/rum etc. in a robe
   
2. get in a fight at least 2 times
3. be on tv
4. sky dive/scuba dive
5. deep sea fishing
6. get an exotic animal for a pet
7. see an alien in person
8. see the loch ness monster
9. shoot something with a rocket launcher
10. FLY, doesn't matter how
11. go in a zero gravity room
    
12. be depended on for saving the world
13. go in space, without dying
14. ride a dinosaur
15. live up to 100 years
16. have a house with 10+ rooms for everyone to live in
17. or have everyone live on the same block