july 4th-6th and Me

july 4th which i thought was going to be a bust, turned out pretty good, it was fun. there was family friends rock band drinking fireworks bombs and other good stuff happening =]

then came the beach ("bonfiyaa") the day after for des' birthday. i was not in a good mood that day, i had a stomach ache because i ate too many gummy bears but it slowly went away. hush finally came and was being his funny self. some random big black girls came over to the pit haha because we had a "big ol' fiya". went to my house after and took a few shots. for those who know THAT SHIT WAS FUCKED UP WOOW!. i was pretty pissed..fuck!..could've had the ticket to azerland if that didn't happen..sick ass road block

i really wanted to go to chandras kickback this day but i chose to go to the beach. (im not being an asshole)

then on sunday which is today, i went to round table's pizza buffet. not worth $10. poorly cooked pizza but good breadsticks. then went to big 5 sporting goods theennn barnes and noble to read thennnnnn costco and thennn the mall then!!! my house THEN zaldys THENNN taco del rio then ralphs house to watch nacho libre.

im gonna be busy this week getting shit for mt. sac i.e transcripts, calling. finding things registration.

im starting to like reading which is weird for me to say.

ME TIME.
i really don't know if i should right now but its that time when it would be nice. theres things i need and lack or maybe i dont. i run things in my head and say things wont work, i just need to do those things where i do less of one thing and more of another. i dont know if i can, its just not me.
but who knows maybe ill dig deep and find my treasure.

"..but a bitch IS one"


i need a drink